you look so clean. but

you look so clean. but

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[12 Jul 2005|12:02am]

NEW JOURNAL

SKYSCRAPERSSS

PLEASE, ADD IT

:)

we are cured.

[30 Jun 2005|12:38am]

i'm a fucking joke.

right?

i hate livejournal.

[4] we are cured.

[25 Jun 2005|01:13am]

i'm lazy.

i'm also in a band.

"so, dude. it doesn't even matter."

ily.

we are cured.

[11 May 2005|09:22pm]

what made you so scared?

maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares.

if you remember.

i've been trying to get back to the center.

and i'm sure it's not like it was before.

no one leaves until we figure this out.

patience.

both we and our words are overproduced.

by influence.

I'm really stressed out.

And I'm still really bitchy. It's starting to get annoying. I've been being really mean to people, and I'm not like that? Whatever. Certain people really deserve it though.

I really feel like I'm losing people.

Which I am.

And I don't like the feeling.

I'm trying to move on.

But, I can't.

I really.. can't. :/

[7] we are cured.

[09 May 2005|03:53pm]

[ music | the academy is.. ]

so, friday. i came home and went out with my mom for a little bit.

later that night, rhiannon, dave, jeremy, billy, and darren picked me up and we went to the carnival.
so, the carnival is not too fun anymore. i remember like three years ago, me and christine would go, haha. wow. that's cool. andddd. bracelets were so fucking expensive. so me, josh, rhi and lori went to party city and we were going to buy these yellow wristbands identical to the ones at the carnival. well, there was a pack of 500, for forty dollars. riiiight, so rhi just ripped the bag and put them in her purse. all 500 of them. and we definately went back to the carnival and gave everyone these yellow wristbands. hahah.

chuck was texting me. and he showed up, only for about 5 minutes though. it was nice to see him. :)

andddd, i was a little upset about not going to see he is legend.

rhi stayed over. we watched shark tales, with the little shrimp. my favorite! heh.

nick picked us up later on saturday. we went to rob's and all hung out. me, rhi, der, dave, nick, rob, jamie, cory, bruce, darren, and brittany and lena were there for a little while. basically everyone gave billy laxitives, unknowing that everyone else did. and your not supposed to eat so many at a time. hah, he could have died. they come up with this immature idea to shit in this bag and they light it on fire on darren's porch. and they did it. me, rhi, der and bruce were in one car, and the rest were in nick's car. they went to wendy's and bought food, than threw it back at wendy's on jamie. haha. so, the ball in my lip ring fell out and i finally got it back in. it was lose and i needed to make it tighter, so bruce said to bite it shut. i asked rhi to bite it for me. haha, and we're standing there, under the moon, and it looks like were making out or something. dave, cory, and nick come back and dave's like "what the fuck are you two doing?!" i can only imagine what they were all thinking. we went to dunkin donuts. bruce switched mine and rhiannon's iced latte, and she didn't notice. she's sitting there, "this is really good!" and after she said that, the drink was gone, i figured i would tell her. haha, she got mad. <3
we went back to rob's. and watched movies all night.

sunday, came home early. went out with my mom again. went over grandparents for mothers day.
that night, went to recher. i love jess and melissa! we danced. and had fun. i hung out with brandon and shawn. and pouncy. haha, i don't like calling her that. justin danced with me. haha<3. i was really surprised that i wasn't miserable. :/
annnnd i love the muffin man. :O

school today. i was so pissed off. hahah, it was really funny now that i think about it. there's this girl in my class and just looking at her, pisses me off. i just, do not like her. at all. there's a lot of people i don't like anymore. and i'm tired of being nice to them. but i have good enough reasons to not like people, i just don't randomly chose to not like someone, i'm not like that.

i'm rambling.

and i miss him.

[4] we are cured.

[04 May 2005|06:18pm]

[ music | showbread<3 ]

i wish i was going to see armor for sleep tonight. :(
and hellogoodbye even though i can't stand them much anymore.
dtr samplers and certain kids don't work so well.
results in hellogoodbye played continueusly until your fucking ears rot.

but, they certainly would be fun to dance tooo.
i hope marni is enjoying herself.<3

i haven't got a good nights sleep in so long.
i cannot wait until summer. this year has gone by really fast, but i need a break from it.
the work is overwhelming. gt isn't hard, there's just so much work. my grades are good, though.
i was invited to a dinner, because of my 'accomplishments' andddd hey, it's free. :D
hahah, it made me smile.

so, nothing is really new.

rachel called me today.
i liked that.
she used to call me everyday.
at the same time.
i hope she's feeling better.
(bff)

r&r are back in business.
hahahah,loveyou. <333

me and rhi are in the same boat, i guess you could say.
we both have been so moody lately, and. haha.
it's not helping when people already claim that we are "stuck up".
i don't feel like explaining it.

but yesterday, the only time i remember being happy was in gym.

me and rhi had the nelly furtado song stuck in our head:

i'm like a bird-
i always fly awaaaaaaay!
i don't know where my home is. i don't know where my soul is.
but baby all i need for you to know is...

(i don't care if those lyrics are wrong)

we were playing softball and had the gloves on and looked like lobsters, so it turned to:

i'm like a lobster
but i lost my other pincher.
i don't know where i left it.
but i'm not a lobster without it.
&i need you to find it and know ..?!

i'm like a whale
but i don't have my porthole
and i can't breath without it
so i'm not much of a whaleee

etc. etc. etc.

i think we went through every animal there is?
and we got a zookeeper in there too.

(and i did copy that from rhi's journal, but changed some of it. haha)

and i'm not so exotic for jesse mccarntney yet.

[10] we are cured.

[02 May 2005|02:44pm]

[ music | armor for sleep ]

today was really bad. no specific reason. i was just really upset most of the day.

phil phest.. wasn't the best. the past 4 that i've been to were a lot better. it was a lot better this year with the more bands and the being inside, but it wasn't much fun. it's hard to explain, i guess.

I SAW CHUCK, AND I WAS SO EXCITED. I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM FOR OVER A YEAR NOW.<3

went out for icecream with rhiannon, amanda, paul and dave. singing underoath in the car. haha, there was a lady sitting behind us in friendlys and she was so rude. i don't even feel like explaining it. it was really funny though.

i love rhiannon. today, she was trying to distract me from someone. so, she was saying random things, whatever came to the top of her head. "i didn't want to go home because there was ketchup all over my bathroom floor" that's what came out.

we watched hercules in english.
and i got random text messages.

and i really miss rachel.
i don't know what's up with her recently.
it's not the same.

i'm tired of pretending that i don't care.
but i've run out of ideas of how to get through to you.
it's not a hidden secret or anything.
and i'm one for saving everything even if it's lost all meaning.
that's exactly what i'm doing.

[7] we are cured.

[30 Apr 2005|12:58am]

[ music | fbtmof ]

so much has happened in the past two days.

thursday.
stayed home from school.
went out with dave and amanda.
got lunch.. olive garden?
went to pauls.
went to the park to go "jogging"
more like to push me off the rock climbing wall.
and then push me off the swing. *(^#@$
came home.
mike and rachel picked me up.
went to mike's.
waited for chris and drew.
left to go to the 930 club.
got there late because of mexicans.
it was amazing. yea, amazing.
i love those kids. a lot.
it was so much fun.
AND I SAW MARIA. i miss her so much.
and.. myspace friends. hahaha.
and justin!
and cory.
and james.
and phil.
and nick.
and others? wow.
when we finally got back to mike's,
he was locked out of his house.
which means, he didn't have his car keys.
annnnnd, chris already left.
we were.. stranded. haha.
and it was so cold outside.
rachel and mike tried to break into his house.
i sat in the car. freezing.
i was so scared and paranoid.
rachel finally came back.
chris was there to pick us up and take us home.
by this time, it was 215.
i didn't get home until 230.
i was so tired.

got about three hours of sleep.
went to school.
test in govt, and english.
went with amanda, cassie, dave and erick afterschool.
thought it would be funny to steal dave's car.
andddd, it wasn't funny afterall.
fort howard?! yea. hahaha.
got something to eat.
went to the show.
i've been to better.
saw lil,london,margaret. :DDD
home. 1130.

philphest tomorrow!!
i'm so excited to see my gurllllls.
melissa asked to be my dance partner<3.
lena too!.
yea, i can't wait.
hopefullythingswillturnoutokay.

i'm tired.

[6] we are cured.

[16 Apr 2005|07:23pm]

i'm miserable. and i haven't felt this bad in so long.

[5] we are cured.

[27 Jan 2005|07:00pm]

FRIENDS ONLY?

my birthday was last weekend.

[10] we are cured.

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